Timeline so far:

• Extra solder connecting cd to radio caused me to become paranoid
• Watching tv late at night while meditating opened my mind to a lot
• Playing video games excessivly allowed me to discover the edges of my mind
• The schizm introduced caused a division.
• Online games became tedious, and were more about a corruption behind the scene.
• Online communication tried to twist who I knew were friends
• I let myself go, to find love, and nearly drowned
• Gardening caused me to see more.
• Staring at forced aversion caused me to become aware of more than the character that was portrayed.
• My new neighbors destroyed my sleep
• My education became perverted
• I stopped going because I saw the excessive interest in my actions
• A new corruption was planted on my phone
• A woman set me free with a few words, and another saw it was true the next day
• A terror scare caused a new wound with shock
• I remembered the woman from before
• I took a vaction
• A scientific Carrs model allowed me to see past the aversion
• I spotted the electronic cage that is controlling what I see, and denying me sleep.
• It is toxic, from my neighbors gossip.
• A second psychic shock forced me to go back, and even though the assumption hurt it proved me right. The problems became technological
• Allowing myself to slip showed me where the truth lay.
• So if I am denied my ability to learn why should I go back to school? If I am denied my ability to read why do I hold these books? If I had a reason to look for love before this new corruption was planted on my phone, why should I not wait for her?
• She improved herself, why shouldn’t I?However if technology is the cause, and its causing disruption. this entire thing is based on the assumption I can’t understand what happened. I know it would invariably point to an experiment that mirrors the nazi superman one.
• I trust this world more than I get credit for. I just seem to be more in tune, and able to see why the technology, if misused can lead us to war.

That’s about as far as I can think till my grey matter regrows. lol. Food, rest, retirement basically. The university degree can wait a bit. It’s in my treaty rights.