I wish to apologise to everyone for my appalling behaviour of late. I gave my Ego free rein, but my Ego isn’t me. I am not like that.

I realise that for all this time I have been externalising and demanding validation from something outside of me. That is the fault of doctrinal head religion, and it is a mindset that is difficult to overcome. I have ran into my ‘Real Self’ on occasion, and he is radically different from the tantrum-throwing child that has been inhabiting this forum of late. For me, it seems that religion got in the way and made this process ten times harder than it should have been. I found it hard to square this particular circle and it messed my head up which boiled over into anger at times. God was showing me that ‘It’ is in everything, but religion was telling me the opposite.

I have discovered that there are many paths.

Once again, I sincerely apologise, and I thank you all for trying to help me.

Best wishes,

Tannhauser.