Hi, Looking4Hope,

I have a Doctor’s appointment to get to, but have gone through a situation similar to yours. I have struggled with major depressive disorder, BPD, and anxiety disorder most of my life. I am currently in two 12 step support groups, which have been of immense help (and are free). On medication and therapy. However, this has caused me to have a very difficult time in my romantic relationships. I strongly encourage the Anonymous 12 step support programs. I can’t post the link on here. But you can go on Google and do a search. They have face to face meetings as well as phone meetings, an hour long.

I am bumping this up, and hopefully someone will respond with ideas or suggestions. You are not alone. x