I believe I just reported my own post by mistake. Did not mean to do that.

Regardless, I understand where you are coming from. I feel I need time to let a lot of things sink in. I may have made the mistake of using this public forum as my diary – with my every thought portrayed and every feeling of distress –  and perhaps I should start writing only for myself for a bit.

Thanks for your honesty and all of your words. I will talk to you soon. Be well. You are an amazing person, anita. Truly inspiring.