Anita, You’re not wrong in your words. The referral to Satan was my wish to always want a family. To no matter what find someone and build. I always said in my head at whatever the cost. I was presented with numerous opportunities to get out. But I stayed. I made a deal with the devil that I can’t undo.

My words seem harsh now that Ive calmed down. I do not meet she is Satan, but through my own fault I went against what I thought should be done.

Does that make sense?

I believe any relationship is fixable if two people choose it to be. I believe listening and creating a positive environment will solve any problem. I’m very open to my faults and work on them daily. I slip , but Im human.