Dear DragonZ:

I am sorry you feel so badly and hope you feel better soon. I don’t believe it is possible to feel pain, tragedy and torture 24 hours a day, all the day, every breath (you) inhale and exhale (italicized are the words you used).

I believe it is possible and happens a whole lot that people feel emotional pain (what you suggested you feel), and that is unfortunate. I felt a whole lot of emotional pain in my life but not 24 hours a day, 7 days a week. The brain takes its breaks from emotional pain, be it when sleeping, or when awake, when daydreaming, or eating something delicious, or waking up to a pleasantly sunny day and feeling that hope again, hope for a better life.

If you  believe indeed that you experience emotional pain 24 hours a day, 7 days a week, even when you sleep (and maybe you don’t sleep or believe you don’t sleep?) then I suggest you see a competent medical doctor as this is too unusual, too unbelievable to me, and therefore I cannot comment any further.

Best wishes to you.

anita