You are giving me fruit for thought and i think i have to confess sometimes i am really nervous and people get on my nerves in a split second( whuch is usually not the case with me, but anyway).

You are maybe right about certain things, yet i wanna stress that i did that stupid drug(whuch utterly regret) only once! I drink so little that i can pass out after  a few drops of whiskey. So acting crazy is not linked to that kind of substances… but to the enormous amount if stress and lack if sleep. This guy that told me i am out of my mind the relationship with him did not end right away he spoke to me that way, but when he started calling me for money or help, or try to sell me more drugs or tell me a story how he sold weed to a young couple with an infant. That is why i stopped any contacts and i do not wanna keep him in my life.

I do not say that people cannot say that i am wrong or anything bad about me(whuch was actually all my life), but in the end of the day you want to surround yourself with people that you can share things and they not judge you that harshly. I do realise i make terribly stupid things and for which i suffor the consequences in my own.

Sorry again for being that aggressive to someone i bately know and at least can talk to. :/

Btw. Yoy quoted my words about how that warm guy talked not offending anyone- i do not seek such thing , yet after ge did this he seemed like a divine creature to me. I do try to speak the way he did that night, but it does not work out everytime i do. That us why i mentioned this. In my word, people nowadays can talk so much nasty things to you behind your bag, that i really aporeciate when someone tries not to.

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