Thank you Anita. I am a good person. I sometimes forget.

Here is what I want to say to him when he is back tomorrow. This is regardless of what his decision is. I will say I don’t want to marry you now as you are right, I am rushing things. I now know why, it’s to get my mother to love me. If I got married she will begin to love me. Thank you Anita for the above recap. I had this insight as I was walking home with tears in my eyes. I don’t know if I want to marry my boyfriend. I want to eventually get married but it’s not now. I want to tell him that he is a good man who I want to get to know better. And he should get to know me.

I am praying today that he hears me and stays.

Pray for me!