Dear Anita

Sorry if my English is confusing sometimes. I’m not sure what you would like know, or what would be useful to know. Maybe as you suggested we are both damaged, me and him, I know him long time now and I can see that there is something he needs, even though he is in a relationship and he has everything now. I saw that when he came here to take those things a couple of weeks ago, and he took my hand, and texted me his was hoping something would happen. It was a bit desperate, I swear I didn’t give him any reasons or hope that day. Even later when I was a bit afraid to talk to him, he encouraged me so much. I wouldn’t be that daring to think that it’s me that he wants or misses so much, I guess it’s something else that causes this. Someone else would say “stop” long ago, after this whole ‘relationship’ we had.