Thank you so much for all your help Anita and everyone!

We have decided to keep working on our relationship. Its a bit tough for me as I think I lost myself the past year with all the wedding talks. I feel insecure about us everyday as he walked away from us. But i keep wanting to work on us even though I have no idea what the future holds for us. Is it possible to keep loving someone without knowing what future holds?

any help would be appreciated.

thank you