Thanks for your reply Anita. I didn’t mean it to read like that, I had to try and keep my post to a minimum.

What I was trying to put across is that, you could be a really bad person (in my eyes), but if you have found your purpose/niche in life, then you would be getting more out of life than I am, purely because I have not found my true calling and instead have been going round and round in circles.

Whereas, years ago, I used to think that if you lived a “wholesome” life so to speak, it would stand you in good stead, but nowadays, the only thing that seems to matter is how content you are in life and not the way you live it.

I described my way of living as a whole, not individually. They weren’t meant to be explored individually.

But I do believe in Karma, so that makes me happy with living my lifestyle the way I do, especially how many people turn to drink and drugs to deal with their problems.

Yes, I know it is down to me to find contentment in my life, I’ll keep on searching.

Hope you understand my point.