Dear Anita,

You are absolutely right…

I betrayed my husband’s trust for a man who betrayed my trust. Its an emotional wave that makes me want to call him and tell him things but that is something i would regret later.  God has somehow punished me for my betrayal. I can not justify that ever. I wish he be punished too (I am sorry but thats what i am thinking right now).

What bothers me is why is it bothering me… why am i having anxiety and all that.