To Anita:

Of course. It simply means that an idol who I thought respected me and wanted me to succeed in life, actually said some pretty mean things insulting my intelligence. And the foolish thing is I believed it and now I’m where I am at because of it. I can hear the voice still and since I’ve been thinking about what you all have said, the shadow sounds remarkably like that voice from my childhood. I may just be imagining it, though I do not see why it cannot be the case.