Thanks very much.

My anger has gone its more a little silly for going back to him, i beleive the guilt and beleiving all those words got me to go back to him?

I feel i shouldnt have gone back now, but i do know if i hadnt of gone back part of me would have wondered and listened to him and felt guilt. I free from him now and not scared , i wont get talked in to going back again.

I definitly do not have that now his true colours are showing, i see how he uses his words now. Its like i see the truth now.

The onl thing im scared of his how i let this all happen? I feel dumb for not seeing what he was doing to me, he is a nice person .But emotionally he is very unhealthy he told me many things he never opened up about before inhis life  and became very attached to me unhealthy.

Mum has always said how im vunerable and too soft, maybe i am i thought i was so much aware and strong person. Im learning to be more of an observer with my thoughts, i need to take a step back .

Ive leant many many things from this relationship ???

Thanks for listening. Again!