Thank you Mark and Eliana and Anita for the comments, Direct into the point I really like that thank you! Some of which I really did not want to hear or believe but it’s good to see it in writing. This is some really great food for thought. I guess I need to learn how to detach and forget her. It’s just really tough for some reason I think of her daily even sometimes wake up in the middle of the night thinking about her. And yes Eliana telling me I can’t fixture really get home. I am one of those people who tries to “fix everything” when my kids were young they used used to say dad fixes everything. I have had a few other people lately tell me that I can’t fix everything even though I try.
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