my answer to your first question is yes.

I didn’t know what i was doing when i left him first. As you can tell people with bipolar have unstable emotions,thoughts and motions. And then after 5 months i finally got myself together and told him that i wanted to get back but after that he called me “unstable”  since then we haven’t talked. it’s been almost 2 months now.

the hardest thing is mental disorders are like having cancer. you don’t have the right to choose it. but most of people don’t seem to understand it. they think we only find excuses for our acts.