I am not able to function well . The hurt is tremendous and I am not ready to accept the fact that something like this happened. It all comes back to my mind when I video call with her . She being with some other guy while being with me is something I didn’t imagine. We still fight and she says that it is becoming annoying and we had a fight again regarding her going on a party. I am somewhere sure that I have to leave her and move on but the emotions and memories attached to her are not letting me take a stand. After all that she had done she is considering going out and partying again.