Thanks for the replies. To answer the question why do I like him so much. I have never found anyone so easy to talk to, same sense of humour, who makes me so happy and makes me want to be a better version of myself. Sounds cheesy but I feel a connection when I look into his eyes. He once gave me a hug in front of my friend, which should have only lasted half a second but it felt like he didn’t want to let go. There was one time, he got drunk at Christmas and in a state so bad that my friend was really angry but I still felt in love with him and wanted to take care of him.

I know I would feel hurt if my friend didn’t come to my wedding so Im wondering if I should tell her after she gets engaged so that she knows I’m not being a bad friend..