Anita, thank you for your wisdom, I really appreciate your thoughtful replies. 🙂

When I was going out with the guy for 6 months, I was depressed at the time due to  the other guy so maybe I wasn’t ready for a relationship. Had I not been depressed, the relationship may have lasted longer but I think that I was using him to get over the other guy. It was fairer to let him go find someone else who could love him back.

Going forward, I’m going to make my life as fulfilling as possible, with someone or not as it’s all I can do. I’m in this weird place between hope and depression, it changes every day. Tomorrow I may get depressed  but today I’m hoping that my plans for a better single life will attract the right guy 🙂