Nope, it is Saturday now, and I haven’t heard from him. I am at a loss for words. He has never done this before, and has to know I am upset. I don’t even know if his phone is disconnected, or if he is blocking his email. I haven’t tried contacting him either, because I feel if he really wanted to talk to me, he’d call or at least email me. I feel as if I am in grief. This man’s disappearance is beyond hurtful, it’s cruel. He always promised me he’d never do something like this. The last time I spoke to him, we were making plans for the summer. I had no indication he would do this. I think he got back together with his wife (they were seperated) and is feeling guilty and just wants to erase me from his memory. That is the only thing I can think of.