Anita:

Thank you. It is Sunday, and I am still at a loss for words. What changed in his mind in a matter of a weekend for him to have gone from regular, lovey-dovey on that Friday to Monday where he sent me that weird, vague, cryptic email? I am so heartbroken that I cannot even function. I work as a personal assistant to a rich family, and they are even noticing that I am not “all there.” I am making errors in judgement & just not being a good employee to them. Take all the romantics out of this relationship, and him & I were incredibly close friends. If he didn’t call me, he was texting me, and explaining why. This went on for a year. How could he not be missing me? Is he repulsed by me? Is he regretful? Ashamed? I have no idea. What about the bank account? Is he scared to contact me, because he might be scared I am upset and doesn’t want to hear it? I have so many questions, that I just don’t even know how to feel. I am confused, heartbroken to the point of being in physical pain with headaches & stomach & joint pain, fatigued, sad, ashamed, embarrassed and feel rotten to the core. I wonder if he is even thinking about me at all? I wish I knew.