Hey,

thank you for your feedback guys…I appreciate it. So he left on monday, he went back tothe states and to be honest…I don”t know if it”s normal the way I”m feeling.. I was really sad at the airport when I said goodbye and I was crying but after that I just went kinda numb and have been feeling like that ever since.I’m a bit nervous that it’s all going to hit me sooner or later and I won’t know how to cope with it. Granted we lived together for 4 months after we broke up so maybe I was mentally preparing myself for him to leave. I still love him and the thought of him forgetting about me and being with someone else scares me but I’m just.. numb. I can’t cry.I miss him and I think about him all the time but I still can’t cry.Is this a normal phase or am I just…weird and going crazy?