“I gave up on the letter last night. I met this friend and I was telling her the whole story and while I was saying it and hearing myself talking, I felt like I’ve been so stupid so far…”

I just wanted to say that this is SUCH an important realization to have. I feel like all of the events from this week (and most recent incident) should give you the motivation to walk away for good. Sometimes we become blinded by love and it makes us fail to see things how they really are. You’ve had an “a-ha” moment. Write it down. Do some journaling. And don’t forget the feelings you are having right now (so that you don’t fall back again).