Mandy,

That must be a pretty devastating blow for you.  You are in high stress mode where you feel you have no options.  Are you getting help?  Therapy?  It is almost impossible to move forward if your brain is in crisis shutdown.  That is the first step you need to take in order to help yourself.  Afterwards there are steps you can take in order to figure out how to pay the bills until your next job, how to get legal help with your finances with your divorce, how to find a job, etc.

Take care,

Mark