Anita,

I appreciate your words and kind criticism. I have been through so much change (good and bad) that it would be foolish to not have learned and grown as a result. Looking back, I am grateful for the ups and down life has brought upon me as it has shaped me into who I am today.

That being said; I wish I knew if my absence will have any affect (if at all) in his life. Ill or not. I will not dwell on that and leave that up to him and the universe to discover and know. All I know is that I no longer wish to deposit the good in me into a bottomless pit. It has cost me so much to be who and where I am today that it is counterproductive to let this circumstance stall my growth and hinder my  chances of finding someone who is true and on the same page as me.

I hope your Fourth of July was spent in great company, eventful or not. I was able to escape into the forest. Nothing but a rowboat, lake, and sunshine!

LOVE,

Ganesha11