Hi Anita,

What will I do if he would come knocking?

I still hurt over the way he treated me & the terrible summer I have lived, but in just the past few days I am having feelings of resentment & I don’t cry over him anymore (no panic attacks), that really scared me & I will NEVER forget how scared I was when that happened…I still have fleeting thoughts on occasion, but am able to handle them before they get out of control.  More of the thoughts I am having are of how hateful he has been and no respect to treat me as I should have been.

If these feelings continue, which I feel they will~ I am on the road to healing from this terrible chapter in my life.  This has been a very rough 3 1/2 months…But I survived! with your help & thank you for that~

Answer to the question…I would never let him move back with me and would be so happy to let him see I have moved on…I could never trust him again, will never forget the pain he has caused  &  have seen a side of him that I never knew existed.  So sad, but so true.

I do have a question for you, he has not responded about his pictures (Nothing), I did send him an email letting him know to forward a list of what was here (nothing), also he has a key to a building I have and I asked him Sun. to mail it to me because I was hiring someone to move my things out (I am going to sell the property it is on) & I couldn’t get in without the key.  I asked him to send a quick text confirming it was sent so I could schedule the man to move my things.  He has not been curtious enough to say yes, or no…Which I don’t think he is going to send it.  Why do you think?  I am really getting so angry at his being so immature, absolutely no reason for him not to answer, send the key or get his pics!!!

Bella~