Peter, I resonate with a lot of what you just said. It’s pretty late where I am, so I had to re-read some of the lines a few times before comprehending fully. But I too recently felt an awakening, and I’ve been feeling so uncertain about myself and people around me lately. I’ve stopped hanging out with friends, only just one I’ve kept by my side sharing everything with and my boyfriend who I feel I can be close to my true self with.

I’ve also been feeling extremely tired to be at work lately. A little angry with people around for not being on the same consciousness as me, but more so annoyed when I’m around people at a higher consciousness than myself, when I do not fully comprehend their thoughts and feel it’s just “too much”, but at the same time do not completely disagree. I’m at that gray area and it is not cozy here.

I’ve had thoughts of quitting my job and living a minimal life. I know now I don’t need much at all, but practicality slips in to remind me of debts and bills I have. Then it brings me back into the system that I so badly want to get out of.

The only key I’ve found in tackling this is to do something I truly love each day, fulfilling my soul’s needs. Even if it’s just sitting around doing nothing. Or walking barefoot in the park. Grounding has been of great help to balance everything.

Thank you. 🙂