Dear joanna:

You are welcome. I will repeat some of what you shared in the recent two posts: you feel exhausted, hopeless and  lot of hate toward yourself. you think that your “existence is pointless”, a “repeating nightmare… never ending heartbreak, pain and suffering”.

You lived your whole life with your mother. Even when she stayed elsewhere she had the keys to where you lived and came in and out at her will. Do you think you might have a different life experience if, for the first time in your life, you live someplace that is not accessible to your mother?

anita