Dear Cali Chica:

The feelings are there and always have been. They are coming out all the time. You are automatically pushing them down.

You wrote yesterday: “I feel tired, like I want to lay in bed all day and be cuddled”, the superhuman Cali Chica, wants to be the child she didn’t get to be, the one being taken care of, not the one taking care of. She wants a warm blanket, she wants quiet, warm and quiet, under the blanket, not to be talked to, just cuddled by someone strong and quiet.

anita