Dear Cali Chica:

Thank you for your concern. I am concerned too. Even Hunter the dog displays symptoms. Lots of smoke coming in from British Columbia. Reads like it will be much better tomorrow. I sure hope so, can hardly wait! I went on walk anyway yesterday, since visibility was okay, meaning I could see way ahead, but walked and moved around outside slowly, not exerting myself much.

You state things so beautifully: “this space does not belong to them. we are born on this earth of our own skin, blood, hearts and brains. this space, our life, belong only to us”.

Once in a while I write to you that I know you are on the path, in this process I am in. It is evident in things you write, in your most recent post, it is evident right here: “Of course this space does not miraculously appear in me- mother is gone, so bam, there’s open flow back. Of course not, but I do get glimpses of how SIMPLE, EASY, and FEARLESS moments in life can be”.

If you believed it was a bam thing, an event, and a simple, easy and fearless experience forever more, a “happily ever after” experience, that would have been evidence otherwise, of you not being on the path. So glad you are on it!

anita