Dear Owl:

I suppose this is your answer. Now it is about not pushing away the answer because there is pain in it. Not trying again and again, keep hoping against all hope. It is now about accepting reality and enduring the pain involved in this acceptance.

I know it is difficult because only yesterday I felt pain about a certain reality in my life and it felt terrible. I reminded myself that I have to endure this pain and still it hurt just the same. This early morning I feel somewhat better. I hope you feel better soon.

anita