Dear Tebriz:

From having re-read your April thread and this one, it is clear to me that you are “an easy going girl who wants to have fun” for as long as you stay away from emotional attachment, for as long as you remain unattached. You shared April that you have suffered from anxiety, panic attacks and depression.

These things, anxiety, panic attacks (fear) and depression are not fun, of course. Emotional attachment/involvement with a man brings this very unpleasant experience to you, so you keep it light and fleeting.

Your “real character”, I am thinking, is about two conflicting motivations: to love and be loved in return, and fearing it.

Would you like to share about the anxiety and depression you felt early on in life, before you started dating?

anita