Hello everyone. I’ve been feeling low this couple of days, not being able to eat or to think straight. Im feeling confused and overwhelmed, even tho I think I know whats the thing that is bothering me. Me, I am an easy going girl who wants to have fun, go out meet people and so. In the past half an year I didn’t had anything more serious than two dates with the same person. This kind of dating style was/is great for me since in this moment I don’t want anything serious from a relationship. This summer especially I was going out a lot, meeting guys and so. Even tho i didnt really had sex, i was physically involved. So, the real me is unbothered and I dont really care what is their perception on me ( if they think im some kind of a hoe, or whatever) because I know who I actually am. But from time to time, I will meet someone, and I kinda like them a bit more than the physical and their opinion of me becomes kinda important. And its not me that cares, I think my ego is probably big and cannot accept that some specific person will see me as an one night stand, when in the same time thats all I ever want ! As I said generally I dont care of their opinions at all, but in a rare times like this, I do. Im not emotionally connected to this person, so why do I care on his view on me ? Is this dating style good for me after all ? Cause in this moment all I wish is for him not to see me as some hoe/shallow basic girl. All of this experience should be fun and games and it generally is, but sometimes I cannot help to feel so emotional and worried if he thinks that’s all of me. Feeling extremely overwhelmed by my emotions and overthinking.