Dear Littlemisssunshine05:

You are welcome. I suppose a conversation is not a good idea.

Better allow the strange elasticity of the human heart (what an interesting term) explain the events that happened and that you put it all to rest, continue your engagement with the band, no longer waiting for him to want you, no longer search for meaning in anything he does or say, and no longer wait for him to apologize to you (“I don’t want to do this to myself-waiting for the day he wants me, searching for a meaning… apologize for the way he talked to me..”)

anita