Thanks Anita your words are helping me a lot. I met him yesterday and spoke to him face to face and told him that I am willing to marry him as how he wanted without his parents permission. I really wanted to know if he would do it coz it was me he who was refusing to proceed without their permission. Then he said he can do that coz I was important to him, but he needs to find a tactful way to refuse the other proposal and he said he will try his best to do it and I was happy. after I came home he called me and said a different story saying  both parents agreed to meet tomrw and I’m unable to do anything or stop this. then I told him to open up and tell his parents that hes not happy with this girl and he cannot proceed then he said firmly sorry I cannot do that coz if I do my  mom will hurt herself so I’m sorry even if u get hurt I have no choice u need to understand it. I never expected such a rude statement from him and to be frank now it is clear for me that all these were his drama . he knew if he bring his parents into pic I wouldn’t agree at all so he used that to get rid of our marriage.

I really don’t mind if he wanted to move from me but the way he handled things and the way he communicated it to me is not fair at all.

I don’t know sometimes I feel good sometimes I end up crying. I hope I recover soon

But after yesterdays meet I’m very clear that hes not worth my effort coz he looked very gulty yestersay