Hi Anita,

I really don’t know what to do. when it comes to marriage I feel I have totally given up coz I loved him so much and I find it difficult to imagine my life with someone else. it might take a long time for me to heal. But with my age I don’t think I have time to waste or to look for a good match.

So I just feel to remain this way but I know if am to be single I cannot live in my country coz the preassure that I get from my family, relations, friends will drive me crazy. As everyone’s question would be as when I am getting married.

I will look for options to move out totally to a different place where there’s nobody that I know. but before that I have to make some arrangements to my mom. Since only myself and my mom is living here I can send her to one of my siblings and proceed wherever I have to go and once I am settled I can always take her back to me.

Actually my family is very supportive and I can always go and live with them and they are ready to expect me. But hey have their own lives and I don’t want to be a burden to anyone coz I was always a independent person.

I really appreciate you kindness for  communicating with me and been there for me. your words and advise really helped me a lot Anita.

I will keep you posted for any updates and how I feel. U take care. Loads of Love.

Risha