Hi Anita,

Thank you so much for replying.  Yes, I did want a connection and (at the time) felt I made a good one. I found him funny, intelligent and smart and I did very much enjoy the attention I was getting from him. I lavished in it, I looked forward to each day when we would get to connect…sometimes even twice a day. We even spoke over the telephone a couple of times. I cherished these times. When New Year was approaching we arranged to briefly wish one another ‘A Happy New Year’.

Do you mind me asking if you yourself has experienced this also? The reason I ask is because you say ‘I Wish I understood this before’.

I feel a fool that he’s probably never given me a second thought whilst I’m feeling like this.