Dear Anita,

Many thanks yes I actually will have no regrets thinking that I at least tried.

By the way he has posted  pics with his family  saying ‘my beloved family’ those were the people who hurt me and threatened me, those were the people he left me for but he still decides to hurt me by uploading those as if he’s so happy and my presence or disappearance  does not matter to him at all. Like I was a bad experience.

Its really ok Anita that’s his family and I am glad that he’s happy with them and I’m glad I gave their son back to them if I was selfish I could have convinced him initially to marry me and leave his parents. But I know the value of a family I have lost my father and I  Know the pain so I didn’t want him lose his parents because of me. But what it hurts is he knows why I pushed him away he knows how his family treated me, he knows he couldn’t do any justice for me but doesn’t care how I feel and what I am going through. Just doing his own thing.

Anyway all his behaviour is a shock for me indeed. He’s not the person whom I knew when he was with me. I trusted him more than myself but he has dragged me into a level where I cant stand up. he knows I have nobody closer to me other than my Mom. He knows the commitments I have. But still decides to live his own life whereas I always thought and did things not to hurt him and harm is family. Such a cruel world.

I know its not advisable for me to check his profile coz ultimately I am the one who will get hurt. But I couldn’t help myself.

All these years the drama saying he cannot live without me, he will never leave me, if I leave him he will harm him self. wow I was such a fool to fall for him I thought he was sensitive. He did all these to keep me close to him. now I realize he’s very smart and he would have never harmed himself I could have walked out long long time ago.

Now I have to come into terms that he’s not worth it. Its very hard for me but I know God will help me to be stronger.

Hope all ok at your end Anita? You take care.

Risha