Sure Anita, What I feel is I am repeating the same thing over and over again and even you too would have nothing to say. No matter how many advises I get its me who has to make up my mind. I really appreciate all your advices and words it helped me a lot to think in a different way.

But no matter what I still feel so low and down I just don’t understand as how to move on. Everytime I think he’s with another person now it hurts me very badly coz I never expected things to happen this fast and that I will be left out without any clue.

I don’t know how long it would take to recover. I feel nobody can help me. I just hate myself and this world. I wish if tomorrow never comes coz I’m scared to live my life this way.

Risha