Dear Risha:

“left without any clue”- but you do have a clue now, you do understand what happened.

“even you would have nothing to say”-  I doubt it. Seems like I always have something to say, or type, more accurately.

“no matter what I still feel so low and down”- I know what you mean. Since you can’t change how you feel, better accept it. Make the best of your life while feeling “low and down”. One day you will no longer feel low and down, you will no longer feel anything at all because there will no longer be a you. For now, live. Learn and live, endure and hope for a better day.

anita