Kkasxo,

It sounds like you are in an impossible situation. I can’t begin to understand what you’ve been through but it seems like it has traumatised you.

Do you think you can mend one day? Do you need him to do that? I’m sorry, these are probably all questions which are constantly swimming in your head.

I think it just takes time. I reckon I won’t be healed until I no longer want or need to get back with my ex and that I look at the situation for what it is/was, rather than what I wanted it to be. I’m not there yet, I try to be mad, I try to say it’s his loss, but I’m not there yet. This is where I am. So perhaps in time that will change. And maybe in time you will start reclaiming little piece by little piece…