When he gets mad and yells at me I feel hatred and very much hurt, I don’t think I have ever loved him in my entire life. I try not to take it personally but it so so hard when it happens every single day. He usually says something like,… well its hard to explain what he says depends on the situation like if I don’t do something fast enough or don’t do it right like this morning he said something like ” who opened the chickens?” then I said ” I did” then he said ” well the gate was closed” then I said” but I had it open” then he said something like ” ah geez” and he walked away and I know he did not believe me at all he never does. Next time he yells at me I will give you the sentence, it happens so often that I cant remember them right now, which is weird because I can’t think of one. I’m just not sure how much more of him I can take, or how to deal with him.