Me too. I’ll update you in like July or August. Thought of a new phone idea i’m going to run by her, but only if she wants and if once a month is what she wants then that’s cool too…i’ll phone her once a month for a few months, then once every 3 weeks, then every 2 weeks, then once a week but if I miss her i’ll text her letting her know and phone her on a day off the following week. I mean she always says call her any time I want so she must be down for talking at any time. I feel more comfortable once a month, that “anytime you want” part messes with my head, if I started calling her every day she probably wont want that but she says anytime I want which confuses me. Maybe like I can be out of touch for 2 years and randomly call her and she goes “who’s this?”. I know it means anytime I want but a simple thing like that kind of blows my mind into pieces, there obviously has to be some kind of boundary, saying call me once a week or something is much better for my sanity. I DON’T think she will want to talk to me every day lol, everyone needs their alone time to recharge. Hope she will go blading with me in Aprilish and we hang out before then, just want someone to be close with and someone that lets me know they are thinking of me (like she used to text me she was several times last year) and you share stuff about your lives with eachother and you can just be free. Also blading to a coffee place and then sitting down outside in the sun would be dope.

Also the stuff with her ex she does to help him out so he’s not on the streets I’m sure she would like to unload from, she sounded kinda annoyed she does this but does not want him on the streets, let her vent. When we hang out we talk about it and high 5 the good things, she also used to text me about it in the past.