Dear Reina:

You wrote that years ago you were happy, “always surrounded by people and .. felt loved by them”, but now you are alone and lonely, ignored by people as if you are not present in the room at all (stated in your newer thread), “have  no friends..  no  one”, and you are desperate  for  friends and a boyfriend who will want  more than your body.

You wrote: “I want my old  life back, but I don’t  at the  same time. I want a better  one”-

If you want, I will try to  help you figure out how to  have a better  life, but it  will not be easy for you to figure it  out, it will not be an easy or pain-free process. If you want  to engage with me, then consider  my first question to you: what  is it that  you don’t want in your old life?

anita