Dear blkhwkdwn1:

I thought there was an explanation to the non-invite, it was a Facebook thing and you deleted yours. And she  doesn’t communicate with anyone outside of Facebook except for her mother and you. I understand.

“I don’t have anybody I am close to, just sit around at home all day being  depressed. I had  my  first taste of being close to another person and now that’s all I want is to  be close to people”- we humans are social beings, we have the need, a real, biological need to interact with other humans. In addition to that, we have a need for interactions of the close kind, the intimate kind, the kind you experienced with her. Once you had a taste of that, it awakened that need.

I just wondered as I read my own paragraph above, if it is possible at all to happen with someone else, a woman who you may like also, who is available and  interested in the kind of connection you had with her. I wonder…

anita