Kkasxo,

ya see, my ex was never very natural when I was vulnerable. He would have done anything for me, but became extremely unsettled and worried when I would ever be upset. So this is going to be a tricky interaction.

He arranged the meeting so so because he wants to get it over and done with. I know him, I know he thought he was free of any more anguish by ending it 3 months ago.

When I debated each day for so long about contacting him I felt I had so many things to say or to ask- but do you think I can think of ONE of those things at the moment?!!! Nope.

I’m like a deer in headlights, no idea what to say or do. Eek.