Dear Anita,

After reading it again, yes, that sounds just crazy, even if that was the reason he disappeared.

I can think of dozens of reasons about me and my life by which he would not want to be with me and I discussed with him the main ones, he seemed do not have any problem with that, but maybe it was something else I do not even know. Definitely I would have liked to know the reason(s) or at least to know that he was not longet interested. But that is something that probably I will never know…

Kay