Dear anita,

no, I don’t want to make the same mistake again. I don’t want to sleep with men I barely know.

Being a child in a women’s body is not what I want to be. Maybe it is the truth. Even though I wish it wasn’t. I don’t know how to change it. Is it just about valuing myself more? I don’t know if I can learn to grow up. If I can heal.

I knew this was not a true relationship. I’m not that stupid. I knew there was something wrong. I know there is something wrong with me.