Csaba,

There is an underlying reason why you want to be with such women.  My guess is that you don’t want a long term relationship for there is a fear of intimacy.  If you are with a “good” girl then there is no reason to leave.  There is a part of you that fears to have a close relationship.

You say you want a caring, giving woman.  Are you such a person yourself?  Are you a good communicator, loyal and good with children?

Are you a fixer?  Do you want such “bad” girls because you want to fix them?

Mark