Michelle,

Don’t ever worry about ‘leaving us in peace@, when it is you who often brings the peace to our interactions, so thank you!

You’re spot on. I always wanted to try and again with my ex, WHEN I would be in a better place. I do not want the same thing to happen me again and I want to make sure I’m stronger and healthier. Now, I know if I contact him it’s because I’m afraid i’ll lose any chance due to the passage of time. Ugh, it’s an ongoing cycle.

My anxiety was through the roof last night, terrible sleep. Such strange dreams, mostly work-related! I’m going away for the weekend with two work friends today and I’m apprehensive. They are just 23 and I feel so out of my safety zone since the break up. I’ve done a lot and gone a lot of places, but always with family and people I know and trust, who understand what’s going on with me.

I hope Kkasxo is doing ok today and you are well Michelle.